a husband who is a pro at folding cloth diapers and putting baby to sleep
our sweet sleeping little girl
incredible family who pray for us every day
friends that i can still talk to for almost two hours over the phone, who rejoice with me, groan with me, and encourage me
the security that i can only credit God for creating in my choice to just focus on being a mama right now
the blessings that are yet to come, that we don't ever deserve, that God simply holds in store for us because (and I understand this better every day now) we are his children and he will always give us what we need.
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it's hard to believe that ezri is almost 10 weeks old. she's 2 1/2 months... and filling out all of her sleepers and onesies with gorgeous rolls of chub. there is no more beautiful baby, i am mesmerized by her sweet smiles and little "words"... it is truly a sweet time in my life, the sweetest yet. i never knew that this was coming. there is now a part of me that can comfort the broken hearted person i was 5 years ago and rejoice in stepping into a new role that will grow and change with me every day for the rest of my life. the most challenging role i will ever play... and i am thankful for it.